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Tuesday, 7 July 2020

DEMENTIA CARE: SHOOT THE ELDERLY.


The world has gone to hell. I wouldn’t be surprised if the rest of 2020 just rumbled into the air suddenly and then tipped down a great shit-chute into the nether regions of Hades. With a side-serving of syphilitic sauerkraut to top the whole experience off, the work of the Universe is done. In other words…

It’s time to shoot my mother.

This is going to hurt her a lot more than it will hurt me. I know this, as…shooting myself is painless. After I shoot myself, I shoot the door. Things aren’t looking good for the door. I made it through the experience relatively easily, but the door takes it badly.
   Perhaps, when shooting yourself, you should aim at the door first and test things out. That makes a lot of sense, now. Ah, well. Too late for all that. My mother sits up in bed and sees what’s coming next. She recoils in horror as I pull the trigger.
   The reading tells me she’s slightly warmer than I am, and we’re both far warmer than the door is. I consider sending the door off to the door hospital. But what wood would that achieve?

Life is hard, being a door. I guess that’s the point. Soft doors aren’t going to keep the weather out.

The business of taking a temperature is no longer about slamming a column of mercury into your mouth. Or elsewhere. A daily carer jokes about this choice of orifices as she spots the pistol-grip thermometer. It’s the same piece of equipment that’s been dished out in her line of work, even down to the colour.
   I tested the gun by pointing it at my head and pulling the trigger. Beep. This beep is important. It lets me know that a reading was recorded, and I can flip the gun around to see the numbers on a tiny screen.

My temperature is reasonable, given the prevailing conditions.

There’s a data log that indicates the reading connected to the pull of a trigger. Good for testing several people at once. I go a step further, and shoot the door, between readings on humans. The door is LO. In medical terms, this is a bad sign.
   As far as doors go, though, you don’t want a high reading on the scale. This will tell you what you’ve already suspected – that your door is on fire. The readout tells me that the door is LO and not LOW.

Lo! I have come down from the mountain with the temperature news on this stone tablet. Or small electronic display, at any rate. And woe! (Or perhaps that should be WO.) The reading on the door sayeth unto Moses, LO. And Moses did ponder this message from a high power. Or possibly from a low-power battery. We’re not supplying electricity to a car here, after all.
   Then the wisdom of the ages came unto Moses in a flash, more of a beep, really, and he let it be known amongst the faithful that the temperature was that of a door – which was less than that of an oxen and more than that of the mountains in winter.

It’s time to shoot myself. There’s a beep. It’s time to shoot the door. There’s another beep and a message about the quality of the reading. It’s time to shoot my mother. I point the gun at her head and she winces, as if that would protect her from an actual bullet.
   Perhaps she has this secret power, to furrow her brow into a wrinkle that will act as a mighty clamp on any incoming bullets. This isn’t important. I’m using the temperature gun. The beep goes off and the reading is within a hair of my own temperature.
   Sometimes she’s a shade warmer. Well, she’s in bed when I tackle this part of daily routine. I’d expect the covers to provide a bit of warmth. Occasionally I’m a bit warmer. We aren’t in the zone marked DANGER. Instead, we are comfortable in our own skins at the usual rate.
   That’s in C and not F. For non-scientific non-purposes, it’s important to list the exact musical notation under discussion at this point.
   Surely I’d know if I were feverish. Would I? Maybe I’d be so scrambled that I wouldn’t take it in until the gun talks to me. Look at that, a talking gun. If I am hallucinating, I’m most likely running a fever.
   She squints and scrunches up her face and I shoot her. Why?
   Why do I shoot her? To gain an indication, each morning, as to whether or not she’s come down with a fever. Back-up plan…see if she’s suddenly shivering, with a reading in the other direction.
   In the morning I hold my breath and count to ten. No wracking cough – I’m almost certainly in the clear. I can’t ask a dementia sufferer to do that breathing test for me. She wouldn’t hold her breath long enough.
   The temperature test requires your presence, not your concentration on some activity. I shoot myself, the door, and my mother. We all come out of it fairly well. The door can still swing, thought it won’t jump.
   I can jump, but see no reason to. The counting to ten is my test. And the temperature gun confirms the situation. How asymptomatic would I be? No way of knowing. I fire the gun and wait for a beep.
   What are the sources of danger? Contact with human beings. Or contact with hard surfaces touched by human beings. Delivery people wear masks. I deal with the outer packaging and then wash my hands anyway.
   Daily carers come in, masked, gowned, gloved, and, I suppose, shot. If a carer tells me the same gun is in use within the system, yes, I guess everyone in the room has been shot recently. And the door. Mustn’t forget the door.
   I could bring the Wild West to life by shooting all the delivery drivers. Most of them are at a (social) distance, driftin’ along with the tumblin’ tumbleweeds. Or…passing through the garden. When it’s sunny, I shoot the garden with a special flamethrower that sprays weedkiller. I always pretend it is a flamethrower. A few of the taller plants are cannibalistic and mobile at night.
   There isn’t much to be done about the virus. Just…avoid it. Limit human contact. Wash hands. Pray to the Aztec gods. I think that last one is suspect, but I can’t rule that out until I’ve shot the Aztec gods with my temperature gun.

In other news, it’s been three-and-a-half months since I blogged about the collapse of the online grocery shopping system. And now, finally, the regular customers have been told we’ll get priority access to delivery slots.
   I stress that we had priority delivery slots thanks to the government hooking up with the supermarkets to arrange something. But this new move should allow regulars to get what they paid for – access to deliveries.
   In other words, if we face the same problems online as happened with the first wave when a second wave strikes, carers won’t be automatically bumped off the system by EVERYONE AND THEIR CATS when EVERYONE AND THEIR CATS all decide it’s a good idea to have the same idea about suddenly shopping online as if no one else and no one else’s cats had that idea at all.
   Pauses for breath after unduly long sentence.
   Johnny-come-lately learned in the meantime. Items ordered online must come from the supermarket shelves. No good comes of hoarding toilet roll. Everyone ordering online and getting nothing forces everyone to complain, in turn leading to the supermarket shutting down its phone lines.
   All you did was receive very little or nothing in your online order, and you bumped us out of the system as well. Thanks a fucking bunch. With a second wave, we shouldn’t see that level of misbehaviour again. Our new-found priority slots for regular customers should see us through.
   What else am I going to do? Shoot Johnny-come-lately? I spoke to a friend about behaviour in the streets. She’s actually been out on the streets. We’re still shielding. She described activity that took me back to March and April…
   Being wary, walking along. Crossing the street to avoid people. Didn’t matter if the risk was minimal – you couldn’t control a sneeze at exactly the wrong moment, passing someone else. Why take the risk of being beaten up for that?
   A few people are still acting that way. Crossing the street. Glaring accusingly at people for sharing the same town. The outrage. And that set me to thinking about shooting everyone as I walk past them…whenever I walk past them, again. It’s almost time to shoot everyone’s mothers.
   You had one job, Coronavirus. One job. Make everyone froth green at the mouth within a day of catching the disease. You’d be your own track-and-trace app, then. And we wouldn’t love you for it – you’re a shitty wee virus, after all.
   What do I do if I shoot myself and discover that I’m a little over the temperature speed-limit? I shoot the door, obviously. How else am I to know whether or not it is on fire?


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